FINALLY,THIS IS MY CURRENT PICTURE WHICH WAS TAKEN FEW HOURS AGO...GODS MIRICLE,MY CAMERA IS WORKING NOW.I'm soo pissed of with it,when it wants to work the it will on,it not,,,,,,CANNOT ON SIAK!... MY CAMERA IS GIVING ME SUCH ATTITUDE! pffftt!!....
Soo hi people!! its 10 o'clock now..im kinda tired cause i just got home from training today! i swear the training really made me ,ariff and wan soo sleepy till there is this time where i was shutting my eyes and ariff was soo sweet,he covered my face with his jecket and he lean his head against my and we slept together during break time.. -_- wan was already in his own world with his "stim2 eyes" and looking at people as if he was a prevert bangla! hahaha.... soo funny! but i really enjoyed myself just now cause i have the chance to get to noe ariff and wan more close,cause we usualy dont talk cuase we are in different departments..soo yaa.... i had a good time with u guys today! :)
While i was having my training just now,i got a txt for bby,he said that just failed his TP today and he is really pissed off ...he even feel like quitting and not continuing his moto lisences......I tried my best to cmfrt him and he was still very grumpy...so i cant do anytink,but i told him i would like to pay for his next TP which is on the 23rd of dec....i really wan him to get a bike ASAP,not only for my convinience,but...............i want him to go get a job fast. and it will be easier if he has a bike furthermore,he is going to serve the country soon..so i dont wan him to bring such big a bag and take public transport..i swear, i feel like crying when he say he wants to giv up :( but , u still have me k? as long as im here,u have my fullest support aite dear... :D ilysm
TILL HERE ,
i shall now get my beauty sleep.
Im down right now,my feelings are all mixed up and now, im confused... super duper confuse. Yes i admit! mostly its my fault of not controling my anger and temper. i tried my best to change,but i cnt,i feel soo helpless ...i cnt belive wat you said to me yesterday! it hurt me soo bad,i'm cnt say anytink but to vent my anger to myslf,and just cry,my eyes,heart are sore..... till here.
HAPPY BDAE TO MY ONE AND ONLY AISHA BTE ____
A MILLION APOLOGIES CAUSE ITS A LAST MIN WISH SYG!! :( I'VE BEEN BUSY WITH STUFF SYG..........I WILL NEVER FORGET U MY DEAR! U ARE MY ONE AND ONLIE SYG...AND U ARE MY "ANGEL" HAHA!! cehhyyyy....TEY DA 17 SEEYY DA KAKAK2 SEYYY....TAPY FIKIRAN PON KENE KAKAK2 TAU!! HAHA!! FIND A BOYFRN WHO IS OLDER AND NOT YOUNGER K TEY...U NOE I NOE!! HAHAH!!!
JANGAN KACAU TEY OKEY!!
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Im currently at work and rotting........ i just realise that i have no life..! haiz......what i've been doing is work > home >work > home....seriously i miss my saturday life and also sch life,where i don need to think about money and time...haha!!! alright...im super blank now... i'll be working till 11 late tonight.. :( bye happy saturday people.. -__-
sup! miss me? hahaha..well im currently at work serving customers and blogging! imma multitasker baby!!! :D haha..im soo bored now!..i shal bring up one topic now.
FRIENDSHIP?
Somebody please explain! ..... fuck it... i shall not elaborate. "SOME" people should know.... haha! all this while i've been nice to people and now im treated like shit... (WORST THEN SHIT) well the best thing i should do is to numb my feelings and just let "THIS" fcking realtionship between me and u die. Im not gonna be the one who have to pick up the pieces like last time!! not this time aite? ...whatever it is i wish u all the best in life and watever you do............ i hope its worth it.
I'm new,and i just need people who gives a fuck about my consern to them and also my love,i miss SITI,TEY AND FIT...meetup soon aite babi's LOVE YA'LL :)
NYSA,I've got your back baby.... NO worries :)
hey people! im baq..yes, i was soo busy with work that i have no time to do my daily stuff.i miss being free and i miss my own freedom,now in working life,you have to bu up-to-date and also mantain your attitude and behaviour..which brings us back to SECONDARY SCHOOL dayss..i admit i miss going to guangyang to get some "Education" but end up getting "scolded for stupid reason...i miss irritating teachers and also teachers who cant control their anger.I do miss sleeping and being arrogant and rude to teachers! :) i miss going to the canteen and eat RUBBER for recess.And the thing i miss the most is _______ the guy i always look at in the morning -_-'. On the other hand i sure miss my people,SCHOOL PEOPLE. those whom i hate and those whom i adore the most.Too bad u wont be seeing any of me there . I'M BEING STRONG AND MOVING ON ................ :]
Soo get baq to the topic, i met bby today ..which is also my ONE-DAY off day.i miss him soo much and now i shall make a PUBLIC APOLOGY to him.REGARDING about my pervious post,i'm sorry if i hurt your feelings or whatever shit,but i'm just letting out my feelings..and i may be kinda harsh to you sometimes,but i really love u no matter what,all those stuff i said about u is just my anger ..and i noe i'm not suppose to let it all out here...soo here i am apologizing to you syg! i love u baby and i hope u will forgive me :) besides that...i wasnt myslf today after i met bby just now. cause i cant belive that i asked him to _____ i shall tell my bestgirls soon! haha..i mean seriously,i didnt know wat the heck was i thinking went i asked him that question!! GOSSHH...i feel soo paisae and silly man!! -_-" IM ASHAMED OF MYSELF!! hahaha!! CHEE BAI UH AYIN!
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IM GETTING MY PAY THIS WEEK PEOPLE! NOW TELL ME WHO WANNA BE MY SHOPPING PARTER.
- terms and conditions apply :)
YO PEPS! YES I KNOE MY BLOG IS FUCKING DEAD NOW! HAHA! IM CURRENTLY AT WORK AND I CANT BLOG MUCH.ALL I CAN SAY IS THAT I MISS ALL MY PEOPLE AND TO THOSE WHOM NOE ME AND I NOE U! HAH..K BYE! :D
HELLOO..................................................
Its like 12.53am now and i still cant sleep.. i just got home from work and my feet are killing me.I'm currently missing alot of people now LYNNASTRO la..SITI la...TEY la...FIT la....Eliya la..many more laaa....My time is now fill with working till i got no time to meet my bbysygs! :( paisae paisae..
Soo i worked alone today without ekah (LAGY BEST!)*rolling eyes* hmph....And i wanna share with u oll ..i didnt eat the whole day because why? i use all the money on nicotine :D hehe...soo i ate ciggs onli today..kenyang siot..... :D..Soo i guess you all might be wondering where am i working at.. hint *town area* not FnB kay? please.And olso who ate up my tagbrd,No body did,i just dont find a nid for tagbrds :) haha! soo if u guys like wanna leave me a fucking comment or sumting just keep it to yrslf or just leave me ur comments at the top below my topic of the day.GET IT SUCKERXZ!? haha..tk phm try tanye mak krg...
Yes i attched and no i dont miss my boyfrn.WHY? becux he is a fuckin jerk who is a fucker :) with a fucking ego and fuck his lazyness ! he rather be with his friends then with me -__- soodey kan? aku tau! but aku tk kesah pon..haha! so my love life is like -_-_-_-_- ala...senang kate up down up down la eh?....we onlie like keep in touch when r bored or we have IMPROTANT news.......that is basicaly it la ...i have my life he has his own.ALA MCM GITU LOR!
Soo skip the bf gf thigy part NOW is the real deal! currently in cntct with this hot hot meletop .... (chey.. tk la meletop sgt) guy... NAME DIE ______ :) he is sucha charming lil guy...has the looks,body ALA senang peh ckp PACKAGE uh ! ...he has been super sweet this few days,he is the one who keeps me smiling and company the whole time.(TK MACM SI DEKTU...call je nk irritate org! sial) well yeah..so now currently waiting for him to get baq from jb.
OKEY LA,..tu je cite nari..nk tau lebih lanjot...tgk surat khabar..nnty kau npk muke aku :) da la bye!
IM FUCKING PISSED OFF SITTING AT HOME,OUHH I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO GET TO WORK TOMORROW! PEOPLE IN THIS HOUSE ARE DRIVING ME INSANE! "PEGI LA MAM"
Finally! after days of walking and searching,i finally got a job i wanted! :) thanks to sister..i'll be starting work on monday soo that means i have only saturday and sunday left to enjoy ...anyone?...soo thats it i guess..wont be blogging too often larh eh? sooooooooooo till then peoples!
i dont like love
